Wednesday, August 20, 2008


Okay, so today I am faced with the decision. I can either drown in my life and become a victim of it, or I can FIGHT! Today I choose to fight! We all face trials in our life's that make us feel as if our existence is being smashed away by every little thing that continues to be added, but it is our choices that decide the results. So in an effort to engage in life, instead of drown in it, I am writing this post. It always amazes me how when I feel as if my life has bitten off more then it can chew, my Heavenly Father blesses me, and steps in and increases my abilities. Wow, it is so amazing to see how much my Heavenly Father loves me, and how much he does for ME! Yes even me, little ol' me!
Do you ever face a situation in life where you feel like your failing, but not just with a simple black F, but with a flaming F- , then you finally realize, after a week , okay maybe even a month, that you haven't even knelt down to pray since who knows when? So you kneel down feeling so guilty for being so prideful, because you tried to take on the world, with only the power of your measly self, And You Pray. You simply pray to your Father in Heaven. Remembering that all this time, He has been waiting for you, and wishing that you would let him in to help, and that he has sent his son to carry you, and all you have to do is say "help",
and our Savior Jesus Christ will pick you up, and give you the strength to continue to breath, and to continue to love! He will show you how to take control, and will even work miracles on your behalf.

I, am not exempt from this, and I decided to share this experience, and my thoughts and feelings, so that all those around me who might be experiencing the same thing, will know that they are not alone, and they are as normal and imperfect as the rest of us.
I hope you all have a great night, and take some time to enjoy life.


Millie said...

oh leila, how i admire you. you are such an amazing person and a great example to me.

Cam and Bri said...

Good writing Lee. I felt like I was reading something professionally written. Maybe you have a new career in the making. I think we all go through those life challenges. Thank goodness for prayer!

The Brosemann Clan said...

thank u sooooo much for that. you are the best. u are always there for me even if you dont know it.thanks leila. u are the the gretest. love you.thanks

Millie said...

I remember when I was maybe 11 and I was feeling confused about life and the gospel, and I said something to you about it, and even at 16 or 17 you still pointed me in the right direction on what I should do. You are great example to me.